My thoughts of Wuv.

I have already, in some ways, talked about my thoughts on love, and other stuff such as that, >HERE<, but I thought, "Since it is Valentine's Day, why not expound?".

I'm going to be a tough girl to win.  That, is summoning it up into a single sentence.

 

And it isn't just that I'm saving my Heart for the 'Only One'.  No, it is hardly that at all.

I have no desire to get married.

 None.

Ok, that was a little untruthful.

I have a very small part of me, that hopes for Prince Charming.

But, it is only a small part.

And I'm sure every girl has a drive, even if it is even the size of a grain of sand, to love and be loved.

But, for the most part, I'm happy to be a spinster.

To be alone.

To be the Daughter who stays home.

To be the fun Aunt who never got married.

 I know most girls want to get married, or at least fall head over heels in love.

But, not me. 

At least, not a lot.

Not enough to count.

The type of man I want, just doesn't exist. I realize that, and have decided, I'd rather be alone, then to marry a person who wasn't the one my heart longs for.

 

So, you see, if there is a person out there, meant for me, He is going to have to do more then win my heart, he'll have to be THE ONE.

The one I smile about when I think.

If not, if he misses the mark, he wont even get a chance to win me.

Because I wont let him.

I've had one friend try to get me to take interest in her brother.

Didn't work.

I have one true love.

And only one.

And I plan for there to forever be one.

Sometimes, I get a little sad, thinking about all my friends and siblings, getting married, and me staying the same.

But, other times, I think, what a blessing it would be!

I would be able to get more involved in ministry, and could devote more time to serving Christ!

I could be that fun Aunt that takes you places, who has sleepovers, and movie nights, and..and..all sorts of fun!

Really, it isn't something to be sad about.