WW and Ma Journee {Entry 2}

Today, has been, one of those days.  The type of day, where you can feel Satan just laughing at you as you blunder through.  I woke up feeling like I had this horrid burden, this horrible thing pressing down on my soul.  I felt like I was going insane.  I felt sick, I was nervous, worried, and agitated all day for some, unknown reason.
I still have no scientific answer to why I felt this way.  All I can say, is Satan sure has had a blast testing me, and poking fun while I blundered and cried, and lay in bed, curled into a fetus position.   I discussed the ordeal with my Mom, and after some prayer, and emotional calming exercises (You'll think me weird, but I use a Vulcan fear process.  Who cares if it came from a science fiction tv show? It works!) I began to feel better. I'm not a worry wort, so this has been an extreme strain on my soul, not to mention my body! I've just felt drained of all things happy.  Today was a bright, sunny day, but I spent all of it under a thundercloud. If that wasn't depression, I don't know what is!  Problem is, I had no idea why I felt that way! 
  I still don't feel 100%, but I'm pretty sure that by tomorrow, I'll be back to my normal self!

A song I've had to remember today has been this one, "You are my All in All".

"You are my strength when I am weak, you are the treasure that I seek, you are my all in all"

"Seeking you as a precious jewel, Lord to give up I'd be a fool, you are my all, in all".

"When I fall down, you pick me up.  When I am dry, you fill my cup".

Praise God for fresh tomorrows!

And, because today is Wednesday Wonders, and I need to remember something funny:


Be truthful...Did you see him right off?  Neither did I.

Victory was ours!

I laughed at this longer then was sane.

Oh, it feels Good.

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