You know that moment when you realize, things are about to change, and your excited, but sure as anything, you're terrified.
You have absolutely no idea what you are doing, you feel like you're grasping at straws, and hoping to get the gold one.
You bite your lip as you go over and over what you think you need to do, you make a road map for your future, but you don't even know the roads, so it's rough.
You get all happy thinking about what doors it could open up, but then, you have no idea what's behind the turning door knob.
My parent's gave me a very good piece of advise when I first got behind the wheel to drive.
"Don't look at the road directly in front of you, you'll veer to the sides. Look ahead at the lines, and you'll stay right in the middle".
I'm finding thats true for life as well, I'll look forward, and I'll go onward. I'll look at the long term goal, and hopefully my feet will find their way to it.
I'm scared, I'm confused, I have no idea WHERE to start.
but hey, I know where I want to be, and I'm making the first step, and that's what matters, right?